DIALOGUES of MY SOUL - the lost path
In the middle of the journey of our life
I found myself within a dark forest
where the straight path was lost.” -Nel mezzo del cammin di nostra vita
mi ritrovai per una selva oscura
ché la diritta via era smarrita.
Dante Alighieri, Divine Comedy- Inferno, canto I Lines 1-3
After my last post, I can’t seem to find a glimpse on how I’m going to talk about the power of prayer. I feel so empty inside. I feel something is missing or maybe I am looking for my own way of writing it, not according to what the Good Spirit is telling me. I waited. I am just flowing like a falling leaf not knowing where the wind will take it.
Five days counting and nothing! This evening my friend Bea dropped by carrying a book “The Divine Comedy” by Dante. She asked me to translate some italian lines in english. I told her it was my favorite book in College days and I considered it the world’s greatest work of theological poetry. As I was trying to translate Canto I of “Inferno”, memory of a past spiritual rebirth starts flashing before me.
“In the middle of the journey of our life, I found myself within a dark forest, where the straight path was lost.” were the first three lines. They keep on stirring my memory, back into my past.
Yes I have ” journeyed through life” on my whims to follow my own desires, my obstinacy to bend to rules and narcissism to ignore and understand a human affection for me. If there are seven deadly sins, I had eight !
My indifference was the eight and I believe it is the epitome of all evil! When there is indifference, you don’t feel love nor hate. You just live alone on your own island blind to other’s feeling and situation.
That condition was my “dark forest where my path is lost” as Dante described his life. My life followed a wandering course like a planetary vagabond. Through my drifting, I became unhappy, unsatisfied. I felt lost!
A ”light” in my dark forest , beamed on my “muddy” ground. It is that perfect moment which led me to be conscious of having erred and strayed.
And in the “midst of my journey“, He presented Himself to me like a dawning day or a strike of a lightning. It was similar to Saul’s experience on his road to Damascus .
That Light was my saving grace. Its touch, a soothing balm to my weary soul. It was the first moment I felt God caressing my life. I never knew Him. I heard about Him but never had a contact with Him. I never talked to Him.
How did I know it was God? Something changed inside me. I felt a supernatural aura, a Presence too intense to make my indifference changed into reaching out, my inner wounds were healed, my hollow strength became weak, my self- fortress crumbled! Most of all, if you believe it or not, I heard his voice saying: “Ross, I love you.”
His words, His touch made me discover the right path. He made me discover a “relationship” between us two. His compassion and mercy for my sins made me realized His personal Presence in my life making me see what is inner beauty and what is true fullness of life.
Now, you might asked me, what am I trying to converge between my conversion and power of prayer?
Well, I am convinced it is the focal point of our prayer life.
It is that personal relationship with God that will uplift your prayer. It is a personal love relationship between you and your God.
It is analogous to your love relationship with your “significant other”. You constantly seek her/his presence. You yearn to hear her/his voice, to stay beside your partner…to talk, to listen, to observe or simply, to be a loving presence! True??
To be touched by Love is important for it becomes your fulcrum to lift up your soul to God. Prayer is a surge of the heart; it is a cry of recognition and of love, it is the heart that prays.
Prayer is not a half-hearted ritual recitation of words; it is an outpouring of the heart.
Let me reiterate, it is only when you recognize His loving presence in your daily life, your prayer becomes to be powerful to see beyond the horizon, to see beyond the stumbling blocks of life, to feel beyond pain, to feel tranquility in being empty-handed or feel joy when you feel un-needed…all because…you simply love LOVE!
The power of prayer begins to unfold!
to be continued…
Bless The Broken Road by Rascal Flatts
CONVERSION QUOTES
Once my heart was captured, reason was shown the door, deliberately and with a sort of frantic joy. I accepted everything, I believed everything, without struggle, without suffering, without regret, without false shame. How can one blush for what one adores?” - George Sand
I believe that a man is converted when first he hears the low, vast murmur of life, of human life, troubling his hitherto unconscious self.” - D. H. Lawrence
The great danger of conversion in all ages has been that when the religion of the high mind is offered to the lower mind, the lower mind, feeling its fascination without understanding it, and being incapable of rising to it, drags it down to its level by degrading it.” - George Bernard Shaw
Jesus tapped me on the shoulder and said, Bob, why are you resisting me? I said, I’m not resisting you! He said, You gonna follow me? I said, I’ve never thought about that before! He said, When you’re not following me, you’re resisting me.” - Bob Dylan
I used to say: there is a God-shaped hole in me. For a long time I stressed the absence, the hole. Now I find it is the shape which has become more important.” - Salman Rushdie
In every sound convert the judgment is brought to approve of the laws and ways of Christ, and subscribe to them as most righteous and reasonable; the desire of the heart is to know the whole mind of Christ; the free and resolved choice of the heart is determined for the ways of Christ, before all the pleasures of sin, and prosperities, of the world; it is the daily care of his life to walk with God.” -Joseph Addison
Palaces and pyramids are reared by laying one brick, or block, at a time; and the kingdom of Christ is enlarged by individual conversions.” -Joseph Alleine
Should you suffer your weary soul this day to sink into the arms of that Saviour who rejoices to pardon and is mighty to save, the first entrance of such a word, and the first response of such a faith, would be the date of your better life and the commencement of your union to Christ. The graft has taken. At first the juncture may be very slight–a single thread or fiber–and it is not till you try to part them that you find that they are knit together; that their life is one, and that the force which plucks away the graft must also wound the vine. And your faith may yet be no more than a single filament. It may be only one point of attachment by which you are joined to the Lord Jesus. It may be only one solitary sentence, one isolated invitation or promise, of which you have undoubting hold. But hold it fast. If it be the word of Jesus, cling to it.” James H. Aughey
It is slow work to be born again.” -Henry Ward Beecher
In what way, or by what manner of working, God changes a soul from evil to good, how He impregnates the barren rock–the priceless gems and gold–is to the human mind an impenetrable mystery, in all cases alike.” -Samuel Taylor Coleridge
The most zealous converters are always the most rancorous when they fail of producing conversion.” -Charles Caleb Colton
Conversion by the Holy Spirit is a spiritual illumination of the soul. God’s grace lights up the dark heart. And when a man has once been kindled at the cross of Christ, he is bound to shine.” -Theodore Ledyard Cuyler
Conversion is the act of joining our hands to the pierced hand of the crucified Saviour. The new life begins with the taking of Christ’s hand, and His taking hold, in infinite love, of our weak hands.” -Theodore Ledyard Cuyler
As to the value of conversions, God alone can judge. God alone can know how wide are the steps which the soul has to take before it can approach to a community with Him, to the dwelling of the perfect, or to the intercourse and friendship of higher natures.” -Johann Wolfgang von Goethe
A man to be converted has to give up his will, his ways, and his thoughts.” -Dwight Lyman Moody
You cannot find, I believe, a case in the Bible where a man is converted without God’s calling in some human agency–using some human instrument.” -Dwight Lyman Moody
My observation continues to confirm me more and more in the opinion that to experience religion is to experience the truth of the great doctrines of divine grace.” -Ichabod Smith Spencer
The evidence of our acceptance in the Beloved arises in proportion to our love, to our repentance, to our humility, to our faith to our self-denial, to our delight in duty. Other evidence than this the Bible knows not–God has not given.” - Gardiner Spring
Conversion is not, as some suppose, a violent opening of the heart by grace, in which will, reason and judgment are all ignored or crushed. The season is not blinded, but enlightened; and the whole man is made to act with a glorious liberty which it never knew till it fell under the restraints of grace.” -Charles Haddon Spurgeon
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You always, always never fail to make me think, Ross… salamat sobra
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Sasha,
how are you?
[quote comment=”4232″]You always, always never fail to make me think, Ross… salamat sobra :)[/quote]
Wow! really?? I hope it’s in a positive way
thank you for passing by again!
I really appreciate it!
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Beautiful… simply fantastic. It was so deep, I can feel it in every words that you typed.
Sometimes I myself look for emotions in prayer, but my background says otherwise.
They said that during prayer, when everything is dark, everything is so lost and everything seems dry like the well in the desert, then it is when God truly listens. Simply because we are stripped of our own selfishness to feed ourselves with comfort that our prayer brings.
It is when we feel nothing that God is truly in us, with us, and that our prayer, during this spiritual dryness and emptiness shall be the most powerful force that the universe can ever imagine.
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sya nga pala dumaan lang ako, hinahanap ko yung link ng blog ng isa sa mga kaibigan natin kasi magpapasalamat ako sa kanya sa message na iniwan nya sa blog ko, di ko naman makita blogroll mo. lipad na lang ako sa iba pa ninyong diwata. LOL
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[quote comment=”4250″]Beautiful… simply fantastic. It was so deep, I can feel it in every words that you typed.
It is when we feel nothing that God is truly in us, with us, and that our prayer, during this spiritual dryness and emptiness shall be the most powerful force that the universe can ever imagine. :)[/quote]
Thank you again Blue. You really have a way with words!
I verify what you said Blue…that condition of feeling “nothing and empty” is so difficult to bear but it is only faith which tells us:
“I’m closer to you now”, that keeps us hanging on or being STILL
I remember “Footprints in the sand”…
BTW,
who is that blogger you’re after?
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si Ms. Maganda (remember on Reynz’ blog?) hehehe. Wala syang RSS feed kaya di ko naidd noon sa feed reader ko. anyhow I already found her site. ibinookmark ko na ng hindi na mawala hehehe.
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Each prayer said is our line to heaven and our key to God’s heart.
Keep on blogging and inspiring people.
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nanetto tuo bello e’ qui , accipicchia , andiamo sul pesante , niente popo di meno che Dante :-p riesci a leggerlo e a capirlo ? io ci riesco solo se ho un testo di appoggio con le spiegazioni ed i commenti , il suo linguaggio complesso , poi e’ scritto nell’italiano del 1200 -1300 inaccessibile alla maggior parte degli italiani .
Ad ogni modo ho diversi testi di spiegazione sui versi di dante qui a casa , sai sono libri che ho ereditato dal padre di mio nonno che era appassionato di Dante , alcuni dicono che il testo di dante nasconde versi massonici ed esoterici .
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Love this post. gonna post the vid on my blog too.
The best times of my life are spent on the road conversing with Jesus.
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Stillwaters,
[quote post=”206″]Each prayer said is our line to heaven and our key to God’s heart.[/quote]
yes, let’s keep the line open…sometimes our distractions in life gives a “toot toot toot” tone
[quote post=”206″]Keep on blogging and inspiring people.[/quote]
Thank you for the encouragement! I appreciate it!
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Francesco bello mio,
[quote post=”206″]accipicchia andiamo sul pesante , niente popo di meno che Dante :-p riesci a leggerlo e a capirlo ?[/quote]
Hahah…sta diventando pesante? Beh quando studiavo in Manila, avevo il compito di scrivere un tesina sul Divina Comedia…ecco per questo ho conosciuto Dante. Bisogna avere il cuore per capirlo e buona volontà…però in quel tempo l’ho letto in inglese.
[quote post=”206″]il testo di dante nasconde versi massonici ed esoterici .[/quote]
Davvero?? Questo non lo sapevo…forse perchè si trattava di 3 luoghi supernaturale.
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Highway,
[quote comment=”4288″]Love this post. gonna post the vid on my blog too.
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You can post the video on your site.
[quote post=”206″]The best times of my life are spent on the road conversing with Jesus.[/quote]
I’m glad to know you are having the best Passenger with you…
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That was certainly food for thought… deep.
You speak Italian? Cool. Then only Italian I know (besides Ciao… and Bella) are the name of… Italian dishes, hahaha.
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Ciao Fruity,
[quote post=”206″]That was certainly food for thought… deep.[/quote]
Thank you
[quote post=”206″]You speak Italian? Cool. Then only Italian I know (besides Ciao… and Bella) are the name of… Italian dishes, hahaha.[/quote]
Yes, I speak Italian better than english!
I started also with bella, ciao and italian dishes…so don’t worry. If you want to learn the language, you can do it. It’s quite similar to spanish.
How are you?
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Por favor, iho, santa maria nueva.
Wala lang. Hehe!
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Mi amiga Carol ***nakikiangking amiga sya, wag sana akong batuhin***
[quote comment=”4363″]Por favor, iho, santa maria nueva.
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Uhmmn. “hija” po ako
baka sakaling mukhang Hijo ako sa iyo, hija po ako…hehehe
gracias sa pag daan!
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ahaha natawa naman ako ros sa “iho” hehehe…
padaan…
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JC,
where’s the deliberation RE: my riddle? tagal ah?!
salamat sa pag daan…tingin ka left and right baka mabungo
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dumadaan bago mag-shut down para pumunta sa bowling tourney-tourneyhan…
bye…ingat!!!
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